Friendships.

  Having a best friend of your own is one of the most blissful thing that can happen to you in your whole life. Those that only have you in her world and she's the only one in your world too. It's hard to find such friends because everyone have their own best friends too.

  Being a single child, all i ever longed for is a one and only true friendship that can last all the way even after we both grow up and have our own family and kids, we'll still hangout to catch up and all. 

When friends go out as a clique and leave you out, that feeling damn sucks. They even post the pictures everywhere, Facebook Twitter Instagram . and all you do is stay at home, staring at the desktop and literally look at the fun they had, without you. Experienced it more than a thousand times. My cliques always leave me out, so i started to hang out with guys. which explains why i have bf at such a young age.

  The worst cliques would say words like " go hang out with your bf la, we don't want be light bulbs. " " go hangout with guys and be a slut. " Even when you offers to study together as a group or just having meals together, they used the same reasons to shove you aside. That's when you know these people don't worth your time. They use " you got bf " as an excuse to not let you join their outings. I don't get what these people think. Why? Got bf is a sin is it? or are you jealous? You tried so hard to hang out with them but they pushed you aside that's why you hangout with guys and now they say you're a slut bcos you hang out with guys.  These cliques are the worst kind i ever experienced. I know, sometimes i feel like slapping them too. I would even kill them if murder is not an offence. 

  Yes, i have good friends. A guy and a girl. 

She's always there for me physically through phone when i'm done or need someone to talk to. forever giving me wise advice when i meet difficulties.  

whenever i call him for accompany, he'll reach within 5-10mins for me. the most memorable one was that i called him at 2+ am to 5+ am i guess.. bcos i broke up and i'm crying over the phone. He comfort me through the night. Morning still come pick me up to school. Such an awesome friend right? Even though there's a lot rumors about him in school, a lot of schoolmates don't like him, i still treat him like my bff. the best kind. bcos we'll forever be best friends as neither will i like him nor he'll like me. hahaha best type of friends right. 

Friends like this are hard to come by. That's why i appreciate them more as years passes by.

P/s: I hope i don't offend anyone by posting this post. 

Start of 2013.

Hi guys, i'm back to blogging. Just a way for me to rant things and indirectly hoping those people would come across my blog someday and know how i actually think about them.

First of all, my english is really bad. So if there's any grammar, sentence structure, etc mistakes .. feel free to correct me by commenting. (: i'm totally fine with comments.

Secondly, i will not mention any names so if you think i'm talking about you then so be it.

Thirdly, if you know who i'm referring to, then kindly please keep quiet. thank you.